31 December 2008

Day 365

Since I seem to have totally missed Christmas I figured I could squeak out one more post for 2008.
looking back - love all the traveling I did with my family enjoyed watching Duncan mellow and Cooper grow embraced lots of imperfections saved a nice amount of money learned how to use layers in photoshop (finally) designed a house wrote lots of notes to my children became more aware of my dreams looking forward - create more art study history build a home practice patience work on being more green drink more water watch my baby go to his first day of school be in the moment nurture my family

21 December 2008

Snow

Snow can be wonderfully beautiful.
And it can be wonderfully cold.

20 December 2008

Home

He's glad to be home.
Really, honest. What? You think he misses 85 and sunny every day? Oh how boring. What? You think aqua marine waters top ice crusted mud covered once was snow? Oh man, you just don't see the value of family. He missed us...he is glad to be home.

17 December 2008

The best is yet to come

The best part of playing out in the cold is definitely coming home and drinking hot cocoa ~ complete with crushed candy canes. Oh yeah, I see totally see a whip cream mustache coming on...

Cabin fever

It had to be done. First, we totally got the shaft here in the North East with snow. Every news story is snow snow snow. Every blog I read, from Oregon to Utah to Maine...yep, buckets of snow. Us? Wintry mix. WHAT IS THAT? I'll tell you what it is....mean. The boys and I had a fun "inside" day planned...more coloring, building with blocks, cookie baking, hair dying (ooops, did I say that?). Anyway by noon we were (literally) climbing the walls. What? You don't think preschool boys can actually climb walls? Stop over. I threw on their coats, first we hit Wegmans for some lunch and then to the park. I pulled up, turned off the car and announced to the boys that I wanted them to get out and run. Run and run and run. Run until you can't run another second. We forgot hats... and gloves. But we didn't care. In fact, Cooper even said "hey mom this is actually fun"!

15 December 2008

December evening

Enjoying a delightfully creative evening here tonight. It's a bit rainy and art seemed the perfect way to kill a couple hours. Cooper chose to go the race car route, while Duncan went a little more crafty and made his mother a bouquet of flowers. Me? Oh I can't resist anything having to do with paper...add photos and I'm in heaven. I have actually been working on a 25 days of December album - documenting each day with photos + words. I plan on sharing a few photos of the project but I need to take the photographs in the daytime...lighting in the evening in my house is just not conducive to that sort of thing. Hoping you all had an equally enjoyable evening.

14 December 2008

In this moment

Right now I am: Relieved: that I got so much checked off my "list to do" over the weekend. Excited: because some of the cool goodies I ordered online are starting to show up.

Blessed: to capture photos like this... Anxious: for the season to slow down and hurry up and get here! Ready: to give, to overflow, to tear, to smile, to enjoy, to love, to sleep, to create, to catch my breath.

09 December 2008

Being (un)authentic

Okay so I skipped the tree shopping story. It's inevitable, year after year we flip flop between cutting down our own or buying a pre-cut. Maybe it's because we live in the Northeast, but there seems to be this underlying sense that if we all hop in the truck, drive 30 miles to a tree farm, cut down our tree and haul it home, we are somehow more "authentic" than those who pull up to the roadside stand, pay $30 and tie the beauty on the roof. Last year we did the authentic route (as we do pretty much every other year); we went out as a family, I took pictures, we drank hot cocoa while they wrapped up our tree...it was angelic...if you could over look the kids complaining the minute we got out of the car because they were cold and we couldn't find a straight tree without gaping holes to safe our life. Cooper had to pee (thank goodness Duncan was still in diapers), we had to drill our own hole in the bottom once we got it home because the "authentic" guys don't have that fancy machine. We never were sure if our drilling was off or if the trunk was just crooked to start with? So anyway, when the discussion came up this year I asked the boys what they wanted to do...Cooper said "mom, can we just GO, PICK IT OUT and BE DONE WITH IT"? And so we did...off to Tebb's we went, $36 and she is perfect. And we didn't even have to get out of the car long enough to catch a chill. Stay tuned for next year when we will forget how miserable it was and feel the need to once again be authentic.

08 December 2008

The tree

You really can't resist the magic of a Christmas Tree. The boys keep telling me that they have the prettiest tree of all. I caught Duncan just sitting and staring at it this evening. He admitted that it's really hard not to touch (and play) with the decorations. Not even the best Christmas movie seems to trump sitting, staring & dreaming.

06 December 2008

Getting on with December

Handmade recycled ornaments.
A sign of the times: I haven't been able to post anything for over a week because my computer had a virus. Apparently it was "going around". When I called my IT guy and explained the symptoms he in fact said "yeah, it's been going around...we've had a few computers here in our office get it". He said "no problem, just drop her off in the morning and I will fix her up". Huh. Do you know that my computer's even go in for annual checkups? Would we even have dreamed this 10 years ago? Do you remember 5 years ago when even the word "virus" sent us all into a tail spin? Now it's like the flu...annoying if you get it because it slows you down for a few days, but you seem to recover with no lasting ill effects. You can even get software (ie. a flu shot) to ward off most strains. Okay, well heading off now to get "the tree"...be back later with some pics!

29 November 2008

Dessert

My icing did not turn out great after refrigerating it...but you know me...that just means "it wasn't perfect". The marzipan pumpkins and acorns were a lot of fun. Cake was a Caramelized Apple Spice Cake with Brown Sugar Swiss Meringue Butter cream. You'd think I had time on my hands or something...
Drink enough of this and no one notices the defective butter cream frosting and your own neurosis diminish with enough glasses...
Happy Thanksgiving everyone...hope you all had a lovely day.

25 November 2008

StoryCorps: Listen Here
StoryCorps is an independent nonprofit project whose mission is to honor and celebrate one another’s lives through listening. By recording the stories of our lives with the people we care about, we experience our history, hopes, and humanity. Since 2003, tens of thousands of everyday people have interviewed family and friends through StoryCorps. Each conversation is recorded on a free CD to take home and share, and is archived for generations to come at the Library of Congress. Millions listen to our award-winning broadcasts on public radio and the Internet. StoryCorps is one of the largest oral history projects of its kind, creating a growing portrait of who we really are as Americans. One of my favorite programs on NPR is StoryCorps. I have had many "driveway moments" with this show (sitting in the driveway, not getting out of the car because you want to finish listening to the program). This morning on the way into work I heard that StoryCorps is declaring Friday November 28th the first annual National Day of Listening. I so love this idea. (And I'm actually toying with participating). I urge you to at least take a look. Maybe even participate (it doesn't have to be done on Friday). You can purchase the book or just listen to a few stories. Whatever you do I promise you will be inspired!

24 November 2008

Do you remember

losing your first?
November 24th. Subway restaurant on the Golden Strip - 6:30pm. What did it? Turkey on whole wheat with lettuce, tomato, cucumber, green peppers, pickles & black olives. A side of raisins and a cold fruit punch. Me: grabbed a napkin, dunked it in cold water and told Cooper to bite down - doing my best to calm Coop down - wasn't sure if he was going to be excited or panic...I was cheering telling Coop how proud I was and overall just giddy in the moment - then took the tooth and washed it off and wrapped it up for safe keeping until tonight... John: "I think I'm gonna be sick..."

23 November 2008

More conversations

Cooper is sitting at the table leafing through a "Christmas wish catalog". I said "you shopping buddy"? He points to a remote control boat and says "I want this for Christmas". I said "Cooper, that boat is one hundred dollars. I am not buying you a toy that costs one hundred dollars". "Mom, I SAID, FOR CHRISTMAS"! "Cooper, I don't care if it's for Christmas, that is too much money". And with that child duh don't you know anything sing songy voice..."Mom, at Christmas things don't cost money. Santa doesn't BUY toys he MAKES them." What exactly do you say to that?

22 November 2008

Conversations with a 5 year old

Cooper crawled in bed with us at about 7 this morning. As he lay there trying to be very quiet, waiting for it to be time to get up, his mind was clearly buzzing with stuff... A Case for Boogers "Mom, do you remember when Duncan ate that booger"? "Ah, yeah"? "It's still in his body". "You think so"? He shakes his head yes and says "and he's doing fine with it in his body". Haven't I heard this before? I am trying to lay quietly - Cooper constantly looking at the clock... "Mom, it says 7 1 6" "No Cooper, it's not time to get up" "Now it says 7 1 7" "Not yet Cooper" "7 2 1" "Cooper stop" "7 2 5" "COOPER STOP, I KNOW WHAT TIME IT IS"! Cooper gets a very perplexed look on his face and points to the back of my head..."do you have eyes back here"? Who's on 1st? "Mommy, is it tomorrow"? "Ah no, it's today". "When will it be tomorrow"? "It will be tomorrow tomorrow". "When I was at Jane's she said she would take me to Toys R Us tomorrow" "Well that was yesterday and yesterday, tomorrow is today". "But mom, when is tomorrow"? "Well tomorrow is tomorrow, but yesterday tomorrow is today". "No mom, like is it tomorrow when Carla comes...or is it tomorrow on Wednesday...what day is tomorrow"? "Cooper, tomorrow is not a day, tomorrow is always the day after today". "But when IS tomorrow"? *edited for booger misspelling Sunday morning after thinking about it for a day...you knew what I meant right? :)

19 November 2008

ABC 123

Coop is very much loving learning right now. Every night after his tubby he curls up in our bed and practices letters, words, numbers, adding...anything you give him. It is so cool watching him get excited about learning, it's like he can't get enough. Apparently this is somewhat typical for a kid his age, but it's new to this family and we are loving it!

16 November 2008

This is my kitchen

This is my kitchen today. Today there are oranges, pears, apples and bananas. In July there might be grapes, cherries and peaches. The fruit changes, as does the occasional bouquet but the look is the same. For almost 12 years the end of my island has housed the limes and the avocados, the plums and the pineapples. Most often there is a candle. If there are flowers (or berries like above) it's usually because I cut them from my dad's (or in this case - Eagles Mere's) gardens. And although I love the idea of a bigger kitchen with more space and more places to put things and a pretty view and light and a dishwasher and an exhaust fan and well you get the idea. I will miss my simple kitchen. I have crowded many a people in this kitchen. We have gathered around this island (that my amazing husband built for me 11 years ago) and talked and laughed and cried and cooked and ate. So in keeping with my gratitude list...I feel I must add my kitchen and my island. Thank you to all who have gathered here - I am thankful for your company, your food, your conversation, your advice and your love.

09 November 2008

Sunday

We made our yearly contribution to Woolrich today. Every Larson got a new pair of shoes. I decided to splurge on Merrill shoes for the boys to see if they might wear better than the sneakers I just bought them. I know you get what you pay for; I do, I really do...but these little boys go through shoes so fast I hate spending a lot of money on them. But I guess if you have to buy two (or even three!!) pairs to make it through the school year then quality might just be the ticket. Plus these shoes are dark...definite plus with preschool boys! Enjoying just being home and doing homey things this weekend. Happy Birthday to Uncle Richard today.

07 November 2008

Thinking of gratitude

Working on my page in the Comfort Keepers newsletter this weekend...theme is "being thankful" or "gratitude". Love this. Love the reminder. Love this time of year that is all about being thankful. I put together a "gratitude list"... 1.) Love having a pot of soup on the stove and fresh Tollhouse cookies cooling... 2.) Love Cooper's new "big boy" bed that we picked up yesterday. 3.) Love that Jane called and (long story) gave me a reason to pull out my wedding books...great memories. 4.) Love being able to walk through my pantry/back porch (those of you who know my house know what I'm talking about!) 5.) Love getting ready for the upcoming season - kicked it off with The Polar Express last night - I believe! 6.) Love that I picked up a kitchen magazine at Lowe's with tons of ideas - most I can't afford but I still love the dreaming! 7.) Love the ideas spinning around in my head about the holidays - from ways to save money, to gift ideas, to food and recipes to the music... 8.) Love my husband. 9.) Love documenting my gratitude. 10.) Love that I love (some people don't you know!).

05 November 2008

History

Yesterday marked a historical day in history. I know I have readers that are thrilled with the election results and I also know there are those who strongly disagree. I respect both. I am glad that it is over. I may be naive but I think that we are not so divided as an election may have us believe. We all want the best for our children, we all want a strong economy, we all want good fair jobs, we all want health care, we all want to practice our faith (or lack there of) and not be judged by our neighbor and we all want peace. We all just have different beliefs about the best ways to get there. And that's okay. Yes, there are issues that some may never see eye to eye on; but I believe that true strength is accepting that and moving on. I watched the speeches of both Obama and McCain today...I cried at both. It's been a long road. Tonight I sat at my computer and decided to watch the speeches again. Cooper climbed up on my lap while I was listening to Barack's speech and I said "do you want me to turn this off?", he said "no, I want to listen...I like his voice". This has been a very emotional election for a lot of people. Peace to everyone tonight...to those celebrating and to those not.

04 November 2008

Speaking of apples...

We are trying here to show my mother's gargantuan mutant apples. Somehow putting a quarter next to it just didn't seem like it would do the trick so we used Duncan's head. You just know Kay is probably genetically engineering those things. Probably injecting them with growth hormones and artificial fertilizers...it'd be just like her...

03 November 2008

Applesauce

The pictures were just too pretty not to share...
Yesterday I helped my mom make applesauce with apples from her trees.
What a beautiful way to start November. While canning, my mom and I discussed the economy, the cost of groceries and the loads of canning that she used to do when we were little... We talked about how much money we saved on groceries this summer by eating out of our gardens. There is something very satisfying and beautifully simple about eating/preserving what you grow in your own backyard.

02 November 2008

Enjoying ordinary

Marilyn Thomsen : And while it takes courage to achieve greatness, it takes more courage to find fulfillment in being ordinary. For the joys that last have little relationship to achievement, to standing one step higher on the victory platform. What is the adventure in being ordinary? It is daring to love just for the pleasure of giving it away. It is venturing to give new life and to nurture it to maturity. It is working hard for the pure joy of being tired at the end of the day. It is caring and sharing and giving and loving…

Halloween memories

It was a Super Hero Halloween.
And they're off...
It was a spooktacular evening for sure!

29 October 2008

Wednesday thoughts

Loving right now: *My niece Katie's tollhouse cookies she made us. *Pulling out our micro fleece sheets we got last year...total luxury. *Candle lighting season. *Working on numerous scrapbook projects - definitely back in a creative "mode". *Soup/Stew season. Last night's Tortilla Soup was awesome (wouldn't you agree Jess?). *Listening to John read to the boys over the monitor. *Having Friday off to get some much needed things done around my house.

27 October 2008

Where de go?

Okay...I'm back. Who knows what I've been doing? I'd like to say I've been busy, but I don't think I have been? Saturday night we were lucky enough to go to Lobster night at the Eagles Mere Country Club. John's parents had to spend their "monthly minimum" but they had plans. So...they offered it to us. Cooper was very excited, he has been looking forward to trying lobster for quite some time. He found out he loves lobster...but really, how can you not? Duncan was more mesmerized by the butter burners.
We spent the night in Eagles Mere where the boys decorated cupcakes....
and roasted marshmallows in the fireplace.
It was a lovely night away...it was indoor camping...it was 12 hours of family fun. Cooper was recovering from Hand Foot Mouth virus (poor little guy). John was recovering from a 5 hour IV treatment for his migraines. I was nurse, mom, cook and activity director. But did you see those lobsters? And how about those marshmallows? It was well worth it.

14 October 2008

It's that time of year...
Well, at least around here it is.
Apples apples and more apples.
Apple dumplings (thank you Aunt Carla).
Apple cake.
Maple-Mustard Pork Tenderloin with Caramelized Apples (tonight's dinner).
Apple Cider.
Apples and Cheese.
Apples and Cheese and Wine.
Mixed greens with apples, dried cranberries and NY Cheddar (today's lunch).
Red apples, green apples (my favorite) and yellow apples.
One of the things I love about living in the North is having seasons.
Seasons mean change.
Change in weather, change in clothing and change in food.
I love craving corn on the cob in July and apples in October.
I love packing away the shorts and bringing the sweaters down from the attic.
(Just as much as I love packing away the sweaters in the Spring!)
Each season for me is also the perfect time to "re-group".
Each season is like a fresh start and I love that!
I think that is why I love January so much ~
New year, new calendars and new goals.
So for those of you down South...
well, enjoy the sun...we will be jealous in February.
But for now...would you like us to send you some apples?

12 October 2008

Something

I have been feeling uninspired "word wise" so I switched to photograph mode. I walked around my house this weekend and started snapping. The light was absolutely beautiful but because I know very little about my camera a lot is just trial and error. I feel like I have all these great creative ideas swirling around in head but I am having a hard time turning them into anything...just stuck I guess. For me, the best thing to do when I get "stuck" or I'm feeling "uninspired" is to just to something. Something is definitely better than nothing...and hey, I ended up with some pretty photographs. As for being inspired...we'll see.

06 October 2008

Love October con't

...the best part of Carrot Cake with Cream Cheese Frosting...

04 October 2008

Love October

Hayride.

Corn maze.

Getting lost in the corn maze.

Campy? Yes. But a yearly tradition non the less. Oh, and totally fun! We had ultimate October weather here this weekend and took full advantage. We visited with 'Ol Mr. Snyder, ate apples and peanuts, bought our pumpkins and mums and thoroughly enjoyed the sunny afternoon.

30 September 2008

Sigh...

So... Where do I start? The picture is blurry because I did not have the camera ready...it was a quick...oh my goodness I need to catch this so I can document the story later kind of thing. No flash...didn't have time. So... Duncan runs into the kitchen on Monday (as he always does) to give me a big hug. Only today I see tear remnants on his cheeks. Uh oh I think...what did he do this time? John comes in and tells me the story... At nap time Ma Jane (John's mother) took Duncan upstairs and laid him down in his crib (as she does everyday) where he rolled over, put his thumb in his mouth and closed his eyes. Nothing strange...same ol' routine. So you can imagine Jane's utter confusion/amazement/fear when, about a half an hour later, she hears a small knock...then a quiet "hellooo?" coming from the basement. Wasn't it a dear friend of ours (THANK GOODNESS) who had found Duncan out on the corner on the sidewalk!!! Yup, you read right. Duncan climbed out of his crib, out of his room, down the front stairs, down the hall, down the back stairs, through the basement, out the garage door, down the driveway and up Campbell Street!!! What do you do? Punish the child? Laugh till you cry because he is fine? Try to reason with him (he's 3)? I'm thinking a simple GPS implantation device is the only sound solution... PS. The picture is a "oh mom, I'm in trouble again"...

28 September 2008

Perfect

Tell me please...
why do I spend so much time trying to wipe that off?